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Commander5AM
Commander 5AM
United Kingdom
Freelancer Commander

Extra information -
> Created by the Decepticons to infiltrate the Autobot HQ and gather information, but escaped before programming over her free will was complete.
> Normally goes by the name of Sam, a shorter version of Commander 5AM.
> Is a Raichu in her spare time.
> Can listen to a 4 hour mix of Nyan cat for 8 hours

Current Residence: Warzone Mangold, Warzone Latitude became to expensive and Warzone Aileen fell apart, pretty much literally.
Favourite photographer[s]: Richard Billingham, Robert Capa and Andreas Schmidt
Currently Playing: Minecraft and Pokemon, tried WoW but the constant monthly subscriptions pissed me off and the repeat quests bored me.
MP3 player of choice: One that works
Personal Quote: Photography is like baking a cake. Even if you do everything exactly the same way, it will always come out differently.
Interests
There are a few reasons really.

> I've been down quite a bit lately. One reason being someone I used to love watching on here has closed her account, another being because I have abandonment issues and I'm being abandoned on games and websites (and reality in one case), which my mind takes as a friend saying that they can't stand me so much that they won't even go on the stuff I go on anymore.

> I'm a full time carer, that takes up more time than it should. If I'm physically doing something, I'm sitting there being moral support.

> Being held in limbo STILL on if I have aspergers, am chronically depressed or if I am just fucking mentally unstable and need to be locked up. I'm telling you, if I didn't have so much control and if I wasn't so fucking lazy I would've mass killed by now or killed myself. I got a letter the other day saying "We've just received your results and want to bring you in for an appointment. Expect to hear from us within 4 to 6 months". I did that fucking test last November. So I'm STILL waiting to find out if there is something wrong with me or if I am just crazy and will later evolve to kill masses of people. At least I'll have the mental reasoning to leave a note with myself to say why I fucking slaughtered as many humans as I could, unlike people who kill then kill themselves, leaving everyone wondering why they did "Such a horrible deed". Maybe they're the fucking sane ones and can see how much shit needs to be purged from this pathetic planet!

> Due to feeling like I'm being abandoned by everyone, my creativity has suffered. Not that anyone cares anyway seeing as the only person that actually shows any sort of activity on my DA is my significant other.

There are other reasons but I can't be asked to go into it. I haven't completely stopped writing though, I've been doing it periodically on a google drive where only the people who give a shit can see it. No point in uploading it here because it's kinda negative. And I do still take photos, but they're not good enough quality to upload here.

So yeah, my reasons. 
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:iconcherryblossomdexia:
CherryBlossomDexia Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
o.o Hullo
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:iconcommander5am:
Commander5AM Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2014
Greetings o.o
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:iconcherryblossomdexia:
CherryBlossomDexia Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:3 Wanna try this server? Took me ages to set up and I'm not confident I'll get you on lol
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:iconcommander5am:
Commander5AM Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2014
Go for it :3
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:iconcherryblossomdexia:
CherryBlossomDexia Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey Sam I was thinking of setting up a Minecraft server and maybe just maybe do a series on YouTube. Would you be interested?
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Commander5AM Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2014
Ya sure! :3 I'm up for that!
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:iconcherryblossomdexia:
CherryBlossomDexia Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Awesome! Ill try set it up this weekend im working crappy hours this week and I'll let you know how it goes
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Commander5AM Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2014
Alrighty :3 I'll hear from you when I hear from you!
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:iconcherryblossomdexia:
CherryBlossomDexia Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday Sam! :heart:
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Commander5AM Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2014
Thankies Tasha >w<
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